I am potthead and this is my writing journal. I really love to write, and one day I hope to be good enough to have my work published. Most of the writing posted here will be fanfiction, and all of it will be public, meaning constructive criticism is very welcome. I'll put ratings on all my writing, so please read at your own discretion.

The word raconter in French means to write or to narrate, so I thought that would be a fitting name for my writing journal. Feel free to add this journal to your flist if you would like to keep up with my literary progress, but please note that I won't be adding anyone to this journal. If you'd like to affiliate with me, please leave a comment on this entry.

Thank you for dropping by, and I hope you'll enjoy reading my writing.

Title: Broken Faith
Author: potthead
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters: Dean & Castiel
Rating: PG
Word Count: 810
Disclaimer: None of it belongs to me-- just this ficlet!
Summary: Dean's world is falling apart, and Castiel suggests he keep faith in someone who won't let him down.
Notes: Written for bolivarblues, who requested platonic Dean/Castiel (which took a surprising amount of effort for this porn-infested mind of mine). The first scene of this fic takes place during the end of "Lazarus Rising," and the last scene takes place after "It's a Terrible Life." And thank you to annella for the super-quick beta! ♥

( And Castiel can't look away when he sees Dean tearing at the seams, trying to hold in a secret that colors his insides black... )

Title: Something To Hold Onto
Author: potthead
Fandom: Supernatural RPS
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: PG
Word Count: 292
Disclaimer: As much as I wish these people belonged to me... they don't. I only claim this ficlet!
Summary: Jensen doesn't know what to do with his hair; he's used to having someone do it for him for most of the year, dammit! So he's about to just say FUCK IT and shave it all off for hiatus, but then Jared stops him...
Notes: Written for annella, originally posted here. Inspired by Jensen's long locks at Asylum '09.

( I am not growing out my hair so we can braid each other's hair... )

Title: Distract Me
Author: potthead
Fandom: Supernatural RPS
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 622
Disclaimer: As much as I wish these people belonged to me... they don't. I only claim this ficlet!
Summary: Jared and Jensen get stuck in an elevator. Jensen is claustrophobic, and asks Jared to distract him while they wait for the elevator to start moving again.
Notes: Written for annella, originally posted here. Don't know what Tostitos are? Scroll to 0:35 in this YouTube video. ;)

( Jared's pulling him up, pushing him against the opposite wall, and before he can get another word out, Jared puts his hands under Jensen's knees, and then Jensen's got his legs wrapped around the small of Jared's back, and Jared's got his cock shoved up his ass... )

Title: Sweet Sensations
Author: potthead
Fandom: Supernatural RPS
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1,200
Disclaimer: As much as I wish these people belonged to me... they don't. I only claim this ficlet!
Summary: Jensen's had LASIK eye surgery, and Jared's taking care of him. Sexin' ensues.
Warnings: Rimming, blowjob.
Notes: Written for rustyryan, who wanted casual!Jensen in sweats, for annella, who requested this scenario, and for karmicunderpath, who initially got the plot bunny for this idea hopping along on Twitter! LASIK info from here.

( Jared closes his eyes, kisses the tip of Jensen's erect cock, and then plants a trail of feather-soft kisses up Jensen's stomach, chest, neck, and jaw, and when he gets to Jensen's mouth, he uses his tongue to ease his lips apart, and then they're exploring one another's mouths, seeing with their tongues... )

Title: Miracle
Author: potthead
Fandom: Supernatural RPS
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: PG
Word Count: 425
Disclaimer: As much as I wish these people belonged to me... they don't. I only claim this ficlet!
Summary: "The dream was always running ahead of me. To catch up, to live for a moment in unison with it, that was the miracle." --Anais Nin
Notes: Written for hd_obsession, lover of schmoop. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ♥ Inspired loosely by tip #5 in this article.

( They share coffee-flavored kisses, and when they part, Jared says, 'Wanna know what I did the day after our first date?' )

Title: Dinosaur Hunt
Author: potthead
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters: Dean & Sam (wee!Winchesters), Dean (present-day)
Rating: G
Word Count: 1,722
Disclaimer: None of it belongs to me-- just this ficlet!
Summary: Dean sets up a dinosaur hunt to cheer up Sam. :D
Notes: The last scene takes place right after the end of 4x21, "When the Levee Breaks." Written for karmicunderpath, who requested a dinosaur hunt fic!

( Dinosaur means huge-ass lizard, or some shit. No help at all, if you ask me... )